Following the birth of her first child Heston, now aged seven, Marie Emma Smith began experiencing stomach problems.
Tests revealed she had a tumour on the pancreas, and further investigations showed there was one one her gall bladder, too. Marie’s mother Margarita died of a heart attack, aged 44, following the removal of both kidneys, which had developed tumours associated with a rare medical condition known as tubular sclerosis (TS).
This is the condition which Marie has inherited, and she believes her daily dose of cannabis oil helps nullify its effects. She says: “I was born with tubular sclerosis, my mum had it so we all had tests to see if we had it, too.
“Following the birth of my son I had a lot of problems with my stomach, going to the toilet all of the time,
feeling bloated and unwell. I had lots of different scans, and they found a non-cancerous tumour
on my pancreas, but, because of the sclerosis and the size it had grown, it’s best to take them out so
they don’t turn cancerous, mutate and grow into different things.
“They took most of the pancreas out -about two-thirds – the gall bladder had been affected and it was removed. “Now I have regular checks and have tumours on my liver, what’s left of my pancreas and one on my kidney.”
Epilepsy is very common in people with TS, and Marie recounted her first epileptic seizure in her late teens. She said: “When I was younger I used to blackout, although that was never investigated. I’d kind
of zone in and then zone out. “But then, when I was 19 and at university, I was doing a friends make-up and had a major seizure – a grand mal – they dialled 999, I went to hospital and the tests showed epileptic brain activity.”
The combination of epilepsy and TS, along with associated mental health issues, meant Marie was the recipient of 15 different types of medications. With their second child on the way Marie, and her partner Ross,became increasingly concerned over the plethora of prescription drugs.
She said: “I refused some of the medication. I felt it was doing me no good, I had bouts of psychosis and
I was doing lots of stupid things, I knew the medication was wrong.“I was on Quetiapine and Keppra
(for mood swings and epilepsy), amongst the others, but I was getting neurotic, these drugs were
making me mentally unwell.
“I felt like no one was listening, so I just decided there and then that enough was enough and I wasn’t doing it anymore, and I went straight on the cannabis oil.
“My mother died of a heart attack at 44 and I will take anything I can to stop myself from going down that path.” Marie, now 34, says Ross had been encouraging her to experiment with a medical cannabis oil for a number of years. They’d both researched the benefits and effects via internet forums and support groups, learning how it was helping many who were struggling with epilepsy.
She says: “I’d smoked cannabis at uni and found it helped with the epilepsy. And then I just decided to take it again. Initially it was using oil and now I take capsules; the ones with the highest strength. It has really helped my mental health, and it may even help with the tuberous sclerosis, who knows? “One capsule a day, keeps the doctor at bay,” she chuckles. “Will it shrink the tumours? I’m hoping so. I have a 1.5cm tumour on my kidney and it it increases in size by another 1cm it will have to be removed, as it may turn cancerous.”
Marie buys her medical CBD (cannabidiol) legally from an on-line store, meaning it contains none of the
psychoactive substance known as THC. She continues: “I feel like a different person. I’m a lot more focused, a lot more relaxed, not so anxious and aggressive, the tablets before were making me very aggressive, and a nasty, horrible person.“I was very short-tempered, smashing things, taking things the wrong way, just not listening, so drugged-up to the eye balls on the medication, and now I wonder why I put myself through that?
“The cannabis has calmed me down, I do not respond like that anymore, I’m not so aggressive and I’m convinced it’s the cannabis that has helped, its the only thing that’s really changed in that time.”She says her medical team are now ‘kind of supportive’, although initially, it was different.
“They thought I was crazy, absolutely crazy, they told me it was in my head that tablets could cause me so much trouble, even though you only have to look at side-effects of these drugs to realise the chemicals
they contain have an impact on the neuro-pathways in your brain.
“When I tell people I’m taking cannabis their first reaction is ‘how quickly does that make you stoned?’.“I tell them ‘No, it doesn’t do that’ and once I’ve told them there’s no THC they start to understand.” However, her family is split: “My dad is 1000% against it. It’s still cannabis to him, it’s still bad, ‘you shouldn’t be taking this’, he says. He needs to educate himself, it’s annoying and I tend not to talk about it with him.”
Although Marie’s sister is full supportive, after overcoming her initial doubts. Marie is delighted that cannabis will be available on prescription in the coming months and years. She says: “I worry that it’s Government, what are they going to do to it? Is it pure cannabis oil; other things, the right strength. I need the highest strength possible due to the epilepsy.
“I’ll carry on taking it from where I buy it, rather than messing about with it.“If I can match the same dosage and I get it on prescription, and if it can be tailored to my needs, and I can get it from the GP, that would be great.”
Like many medical cannabis users, Marie is fascinated by, and excitedly recounts, how our human cells have cannabinoid receptors. “It’s as though we’re built to have a relationship with cannabis,” she ponders.
Marie’s epileptic attacks were previously regular – averaging once a week – now it’s once every three
She says: “When the attacks come it’s like turning off a switch, it’s horrible, you cannot function.“But, now I’ve got so much more energy, more drive, more focus. I’m no longer tired all of the time.” With two active youngsters – as well as Heston there’s Jessica, aged two – this improvement in her health is bringing great benefits to the family life in rural Oxfordshire, as well as bringing renewed hope for Marie, currently a ‘full-time mum’.
In time she would like to return to work having previously enjoyed life as an adult learning development
worker and hotel receptionist. And, who knows, eventually she may be able to one day finish her training as a nurse; the university training which was cut short with her first epilepsy attack 15 years ago.
What is tuberous sclerosis?
Tuberous sclerosis is a rare geneticcondition that causes mainly non-cancerous tumours to develop
in different parts of the body.
The tumours most oftenaffect the brain, skin, kidneys,heart, eyes and lungs.
Tuberous sclerosis is present frombirth, although it may not cause obvious problems immediately.
The tumours caused by tuberous sclerosis can result in a range ofassociated health problems, including:
- learning disabilities
- the kidneys not working properly
- breathing difficulties
- a build-up of fluid on the brain
- skin abnormalities
such as patches of light-coloured or thickened skin, or red acne-like spots on the face
- behavioural problems such as hyperactivity or an autistic spectrum disorderRecent clinical trials have shown that the CBD element of cannabis can control symptoms of epilepsy.
Save your HRT, give me CBD
Going through the menopause hit Jenny hard, with an array of side-effects leaving her exhausted and wanting to hide from the world. Here, she shares her story of how CBD is helping her to rediscover the fun-loving woman she used to be.
As a woman in my 50s, it’s perfectly normal to be going through the menopause. But while I’ve always known it was coming, I had never appreciated how bad it would actually be.
Menopause, as all the women’s magazines tell you, happens to us all. A few hot flushes, bit of difficulty sleeping, stick on an HRT patch and you’ll get through.
For many that may well be the case, but the reality for me has been so much worse.
The sweating at night has to be one of the most awful parts. Waking up night after night, dripping in sweat, the bed sheets drenched, has become the normal over the past 18 months.
And once I’m up during the night, I can’t get back to sleep. Regularly I get up at 3 or 4am, and go downstairs to watch whatever appallingly bad TV shows are shown at that hour.
I’ll then find myself falling asleep during the day if I’m at home, which I feel is me slipping further down the slope into old age.
Hot flushes happen all of the time. And when we say hot, it’s not just a case of taking your cardigan off, the heat is incredible.
Regularly I’ll be out at lunch, sitting in just a camisole while everyone else is in jumpers, fanning myself down with whatever beer mat or menu card comes to hand.
I may as well just have Menopausal Woman written on my top as it’s so obvious.
I didn’t think the menopause would affect me so much, and I also didn’t expect to cope this badly with it.
I have always had a fantastic social life, going to dinners and lunches several times a week, and I love getting dressed up.
Since the onset of my menopause, with the tiredness and the unexpected hot flushes in particular, I’ve lost my enjoyment of it all.
The worry you’re going to fall asleep at the dinner table (that has happened before, but thankfully in my own home) or aren’t going to feel great when you’re there has seen me decline so many invitations.
Friends are asking whether I’m OK, whether I’m ‘me’, as this is so out of character.
And in truth, over the last 18 months, I do feel like I’ve lost my old self to quite an extent – although in the last few weeks, I do feel like I’m getting her back thanks to a chance discovery while online shopping.
While browsing for some new shoes, I hadn’t felt like going out that day, I came across one of those pop-up adverts for CBD.
I knew it was associated with cannabis but didn’t really know much more than that, but I continued to shop for heels and forgot about it.
That night, again, I couldn’t sleep. Having watched three back to back Judge Judy episodes, which is surely enough for anyone, that CBD advert came into my mind again.
I’d read a lot about cannabis over the past few years and the wonderful effect it had had on so many children.
I’d never had a personal interest in or connection to cannabis, but the fact people in desperate need had been denied it was something I believed was wrong.
For some reason, I decided to search CBD and menopause. HRT for me had been rubbish, so it was worth some investigation at least.
To my astonishment, there were so many stories about the strong connection between the two, the many benefits there could be, how CBD could help with so many symptoms.
I couldn’t believe it. I’m not sure I believe in fate, but there was a reason that random advert popped up on my shoe site that day.
I bought some CBD in my local shopping centre – it’s perfectly legal and readily available, which is something I hadn’t realised.
I thought it must have been a banned substance because of how it’s spoken about in whispers.
It’s not something I feel I could tell my friends I’m using as I’m not sure how they’d react. But discovering CBD has been the most fantastic thing to happen to me in a long while.
The past few weeks have been so much better. I have enjoyed a good sleep for the first time since my menopause symptoms began and am sleeping through the night again.
I’ve also felt so much better in myself, like I want to make an effort and put my make up on and put some nice clothes on.
If I had anywhere to go at present, I’d love to put my heels and best dresses on and get back out there. While I still have hot flushes they haven’t been anywhere near the extent they were before.
This is probably due in great part to the fact I’m sleeping, and sleep is at the root of so much in terms of quality of life, but CBD is said to have mood lifting properties, so that could well be another benefit.
Nothing else in my routine has changed apart from my use of CBD so I can only conclude that is the reason.
The difference in only a few weeks has been a great surprise. I do feel like I have the confidence to start accepting those invitations again.
The COVID-19 lockdown has come at a good time for me, as CBD is doing its thing for me, and I’m getting myself back to a position where I feel like ‘me’ again.
There is undoubtedly a taboo around the use of CBD, which I think is unwarranted.
I think we are far too closed-minded as a society and we don’t talk about these things which seem a bit awkward.
Even trying to discuss the menopause with some people is a conversation-changer in itself.
I do think I’d get some difficult reactions if I talked about my CBD use, which is a real shame.
I’d love to share my CBD secret with my friends, and perhaps I will at some point. Or perhaps they’re all already using it anyway.
Jenny did not wish to give her full name.
Why we’re taking NICE to court over cannabis denial
The parents of Charlie Hughes have seen cannabis medicine transform their two-year-old’s life. They are now gearing up for a legal battle to help them and other families access the treatment on the NHS.
Matt Hughes sees Britain’s medical cannabis blockade as the start of a race.
In this race, however, the clinicians and hospital bosses assembled behind the line are not poised to come flying out of the blocks.
Instead they are looking anxiously at their peers waiting to see who will cross the line first that they can chase into the unknown.
Matt and his wife have the biggest possible stake in how this plays out.
Their two-year-old son Charlie has a rare epileptic condition called West syndrome. His life has been transformed by medical cannabis, but the family has been unable to secure it on the NHS, hence a forthcoming court battle and the ongoing financial burden of an expensive private prescription.
Matt says: “As soon as one hospital trust or clinician prescribes, we’re hearing that the flood gates could open. At the moment it’s a question of who’s got the balls to step over the line and make the first prescription?
“They’re all looking at one another, looking for other NHS clinicians that have prescribed.”
Before they discovered cannabis medicine last May, Charlie was having up to 120 seizures a day and was on a regime of four anti-epileptic drugs at any one time.
Now taking cannabis medicine, his seizures are down to 10 to 20-per day and his development is gathering pace. The family followed the ‘start low, go slow’ approach to cannabis medicine, gradually finding the right product and quantity to best manage his condition – and he is in a much better situation now than when he took various anti-epileptic drugs.
“Beforehand, he was either sleeping or, when he was awake, he was just seizing. He wasn’t interacting and you couldn’t really play with him. There was no giggling or little baby noises. It was almost as if we didn’t really know our child, if that makes sense.
“Now, he’s like a different kid. All of a sudden he’s laughing, giggling, interacting and developing. He has speech therapy, physio and is at nursery and the specialists he sees are all saying his development is moving on.”
This change, while priceless to the family, comes at a hefty financial cost of around £1200 per month. Having been denied access to his treatment on the NHS, the family is taking NICE and Cambridge University Trust to court in what could be a landmark case.
“This isn’t just about Charlie, it’s about all children with these conditions being able to access medical cannabis. If they did give us a prescription, we hope it would encourage other people to stand up to the trusts and also it could help trusts to feel more confident in prescribing.”
On 1st November 2018 the government moved “cannabis based medicinal products” from Schedule 1 to Schedule 2 of the Misuse of Drugs Regulations 2001.
This enabled doctors on the specialist register to prescribe cannabis. The regulation change allowed for prescriptions for any condition and of any product meeting good quality production standards (EU Good Manufacturing Practice).
Unfortunately, since that point there has been no prescription of a full extract cannabis product on the NHS.
There are a number of speculated reasons for this. Partly there is a perceived lack of support and training around cannabis medicine for doctors, with the endocannabinoid system and cannabis plant rarely taught in medical school.
Also, although not relevant to epilepsy patients specifically, guidelines produced by influential bodies the Royal College of Physicians and NICE are largely negative about cannabis as a pain relief treatment.
Furthermore, an NHS doctor willing to prescribe cannabis needs to gain approval from their trust. But no trust has taken the bold step of agreeing to prescribe.
There is also the added complication that, save for the products Epidyolex and Sativex, cannabis medicine is an unlicensed treatment which means that the prescribing doctor takes more responsibility and liability than usual.
Matt says: “When the law changed, two children that had special licences received prescriptions. But Charlie’s would be the first NHS prescription since the law changed so in that regard it would be a landmark case.”
Cambridge University Hospital NHS Foundation Trust, which guides other local trusts on epilepsy issues, says that guidelines from NICE prevent it from prescribing medical cannabis. But NICE claims it does not prevent doctors making prescriptions where clinically appropriate.
“So our argument is asking whether this is a clinical decision or is it just a ‘no’. Personally, I think the trust appears to be giving us a blanket ‘no’ rather than looking at the individual case. Despite what the law says about clinical decisions, there is no clinical decision being made.
“I’ve spoken to clinicians that say they would prescribe if they could but I think there is a feeling that if they step out of line, their trust will block it anyway.
“Also, a lot of clinicians are prescribing it privately, just not on the NHS. So why is it fine for children to take it privately but for the NHS we need all this extra evidence?
“At the same time, no-one in the NHS is saying this drug is dangerous. At no point, since Charlie’s been on it, has anyone said it’s dangerous and he shouldn’t be on it.”
The family is taking considerable risk in pursuing legal action.
While they have received some legal aid, they would be liable for the legal costs of NICE and the trust, which Matt estimates could be upwards of £20,000.
Over £11lk has been donated to the family via the legal fundraising platform Crowd Justice to help them in the battle ahead.
Lawyer Nusrat Zar, of Herbert Smith Freehills, stated in the Mirror newspaper that the aim of the case is to “ask the court to rule that the refusal to offer the drug is unlawful”.
She explained: “Legally, a decision doesn’t oblige the hospital to give the drug. But public bodies like the NHS are good in taking on board such decisions.”
At the time of writing no court date has been set, with COVID-19 continuing to cause havoc to all such processes.
In the meantime, Matt and his wife are supporting other parents in navigating their own access to medical cannabis.
“We understand the processes and laws now and pass everything on to other families about what we’ve learned in fighting to get the medicine.”
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CBD oil and fibromyalgia – a case study
Fibromyalgia is a neurological condition where inappropriate nerve signals produced in the brain cause widespread pain, aching, tingling, burning, throbbing and stabbing pains…
Sufferers experience up to five times the pain of non-sufferers. Sometimes the slightest touch is agony. There are many other symptoms that come along with fibro including chronic fatigue, muscle spasms, blurred vision, ‘brain fog’, IBS, sleep problems, migraines, poor balance, shortness of breath, restless legs, etc.
The cause of fibromyalgia is unknown. It’s believed that people who have this condition process pain differently, and that the way their brains recognise pain signals makes them overly sensitive to touch and other stimuli.
Some people believe fibromyalgia is a new condition, but it’s existed for centuries. The disease can affect anyone, including children, but it’s more common in adults. Women are diagnosed with fibromyalgia more often than men.
There is no cure for fibromyalgia, but medication, some lifestyle changes, and natural remedies can help people manage the symptoms. Research is ongoing, nonetheless, CBD remains a popular choice and there is little doubt that an increasing number of people are turning to CBD oil to help symptoms of fibromyalgia.
The pain-relieving effects of CBD may be explained by the ways that this substance affects the brain. It may interrupt the nerve pathways that send signals of pain between the brain and the body.
The anti-inflammatory action of CBD appears to reduce heat and swelling around injury or disease which, in turn. would reduce pain. It is suggested that a lack of endocannabinoids — neurotransmitters that bind to cannabinoid receptors — may be at the root of chronic pain syndromes, including migraines and fibromyalgia. Taking CBD may correct this deficiency, explaining the compound’s success in alleviating chronic pain.
Life altered dramatically for Fiona Henry (pictured above) when she started to experience symptoms of fibromyalgia. As her world was turned upside down in so many ways by this debilitating condition, and as she battled to get through each agonising day, she desperately sought help from anywhere she could find. Here, she shares her story; the struggles, the torment, the fears … and her gratitude for the eventual solace she discovered through taking CBD.
Before the onset of fibromyalgia, I was a fit person, always ‘on the go’, enjoying time at the gym and a keen runner, even participating in The Great Northern Run.
‘It felt like I had cement running through my veins.’
My husband had to come and carry me out of work as I could no longer lift my arms and legs, and I couldn’t speak.
It felt like I had cement running through my veins and my eyelids felt like they had great big weights on them.
Once the illness took over, I initially endeavoured to continue with my career as a senior beauty therapist, trying to push through it, yet this only made the symptoms worse and eventually, when I was so fatigued that I couldn’t move, I was forced to give up the job I loved.
‘I felt as though I was trapped in my own body. It was terrifying and incredibly isolating.’
The loss of my career was devastating. The impact on my life was immense as everything I knew and looked forward to before now had to change.
My husband became my carer, something he had to deal with on top of working in two jobs, taking on all the roles that I had always managed, like food shopping, cleaning and cooking.
I couldn’t look after myself at all. At my worst, I was completely bed-bound, temporarily paralysed, unable to tolerate the smallest amount of noise and light.
I felt as though I was trapped in my own body. It was terrifying and incredibly isolating.
I could no longer go out dancing all night with my friends like I used to. I’ve gone from running half marathons to not being able to walk more than 100 yards, using a walking stick and recently needing a wheelchair to get around.
I have two toy poodles who are my life but the joyful walks together became a pleasure of the past. Instead, I would strive to just cross the road and sit on the bench so that I could watch them play.
I’ve always been the one busily looking after everyone else but now I had to rely on others for help, something that I struggled to adjust to and always found difficult to accept.
It was heart-breaking for me, not being able to make a fuss of people like I used to, feeling guilty for not being able to help out and do things in the way I used to.
When I was finally diagnosed it was a sense of relief. I had known deep down that I had fibro for a while and this gave me the opportunity to be able to manage my symptoms properly.
I was diagnosed with M.E first and then I developed the pains and was also diagnosed with fibro.
I have to rest as much as possible, between little bouts of activity, conserving the energy that I do have for managing my symptoms and trying to get better.
I have learnt to listen to my body as trying to ignore it has only made things tougher. I am pacing myself and accepting this new norm, whilst still finding ways to enjoy myself.
After finding out that I had fibromyalgia, I joined a few support groups on Facebook and alternative therapies were often mentioned. Living with pain and fatigue is something I have sadly become accustomed to, and I was willing to try anything that might help me. I began to consider taking CBD.
Finding Hapi Hemp was a bizarre coincidence! My aunt was in Cambridgeshire visiting her son and his wife and through conversation, I discovered that she knew one of the Hapi Hemp business owners!. I couldn’t believe it, as I had literally been looking at their website for the past week!
‘I couldn’t imagine life without CBD oil!’
CBD changed everything for me. It is not a miracle cure but it really does make such a huge difference to my ability to manage the condition.
I have become a CBD fan in every which way – taking oral drops and drinking the CBD tea, I also use the CBD bath salts and massage oil. And the CBD roller goes everywhere with me!
CBD oil helps with every single symptom I have; I sleep better and wake up more refreshed. It eases my pains, gets rid of tinnitus, helps lessen migraine attacks, calms me down, and got rid of restless leg syndrome.
Overall, I would say that I just feel more alive! I really can’t imagine life without Hapi Hemp CBD Oil!
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